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I have a wide and diverse portfolio of work, having contributed to and collaborated with:
The Yorkshire Evening Post, The Yorkshire Times, Total Film, Total Guitar, Digital Photographer, Ethnic Restaurant,
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The New Leaders Of Our Virtual Workspaces Are Emerging (Forbes.com, June 2020)

6/30/2020

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Picture your traditional office leader, rolling up their sleeves at brainstorming sessions and dominating the boardroom table. They are highly extroverted, self-assured and usually the first to speak up.

But their alpha days might be numbered.

A new breed of leader is emerging in the virtual working environment, and they come with decidedly different traits than their office counterparts.

While the Covid-19 pandemic remains at large, organizations of all sizes have had to figure out new ways of working.

Under the lockdown initiated by countries across the world, millions of workers have been relegated to the home office. Before long, an explosion of video conferences had many employees scrambling for a comb and a decent webcam.

And in their many virtual interactions, some may notice a seismic shift in the colleague dynamics at work (from home), particularly when it comes to how they perceive those that lead.

These people are often thought of as backroom operators, working behind the scenes to drive smaller work processes forward. But these are the new leaders who are coming to the fore.

Now, a new study has come to light exploring this phenomenon.

Researchers at the Marriott School of Business at Brigham Young University (BYM) looked at 220 student teams within two Midwestern universities. These teams either mostly worked virtually, or mostly in person.

The participants completed surveys about their own and their team members' characteristics and behaviors, as well as those they considered to be team leaders.

When combining this data with the transcripts of the group's virtual conferences, the researchers noticed patterns around "emergent leaders".

These were people who lack formal authority, but become recognized as leaders by their peers within their respective teams.

Where traditional leaders were perceived to be extroverted and highly intelligent, in an online environment, those traits were of far less value.

"On a virtual team, it's more important than in a face-to-face meeting to stand out as the one who helps others," says study co-author Cody Reeves and Professor at BYM. "Those who take the time to pause and assist others with tasks are more likely to be viewed as leaders."

These differences between IRL (in real life) and virtual leaders were "stark", says Reeves.

While the ability for leaders to socially connect with others remained important, online leadership was valued by being able to drive small actions, such as monitoring timelines and giving feedback.

"Online, perhaps because there are fewer cues available for human interaction and more opportunities for miscommunication, team members gravitate toward those who take concrete steps to ensure achievement, rather than toward those with charismatic personalities," reports an accompanying comment from BYM.

And while Covid-19 measures are likely to change the landscape of how we live and work forever, there seems to be no end in sight for the virtual working environment.

Therefore, the study's authors note that managers and team members need to understand that alternative leadership traits and behaviors are gaining traction in this new working world.

They also note that companies need to take a step back and re-evaluate who they want to promote within their organization, given that virtual contexts differ so much from those in-person.

"In virtual environments, our actions speak loudly," said fellow study author Steven Charlier, professor of management at Georgia Southern University. "The 'soft' skills that traditional managers rely on might not translate easily to a virtual environment."

Reeves agreed, noting that “a ‘natural leader’ who doesn’t usually engage in these specific leader-like behaviors but always kind of ‘has it’ needs to be extra careful—because those are the types that are at the highest risk of no longer being viewed as a leader in virtual contexts.”

"Now is the time for organizations and employees to gain virtual leadership competencies," said study lead author Radostina Purvanova of Drake University. "These are the skills of the future. Those companies that have already embraced virtuality are now reaping the benefits — and the rest of us must catch up quickly, or else we will simply be left behind."

The study is published in the Journal of Business and Psychology.
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Keep A Lid On It - How Your Toilet Could Be Spreading Covid-19 (Forbes.com, June 2020)

6/17/2020

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Keep your toilet lid closed when you flush - that's the advice being pushed by researchers in their continuing fight against the Covid-19 pandemic.
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A Chinese study has revealed what goes down when you flush a toilet, and importantly, what stays up.
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Published in the journal Physics of Fluids, the research showed that when a toilet is flushed, a cloud of tiny droplets is propelled up to three feet in the air.

These micro-particles can then 'hang' in the air for up to one minute - enough time to be breathed in by the next person needing to go.

Recent studies show the Covid-19 virus can survive as it passes through a person's digestive tract, becoming present in their feces.

A flushing toilet is known to disperse other virus and bacteria in the air, in a process known as fecal-oral transmission.

Though person to person transmission of Covid-19 via this way wasn't clearly established by the study, the researchers say it's entirely possible, given the evidence.

The team from Yangzhou University analysed computer models that simulated the water and airflow in two types of flushing toilets.

They discovered that when water hits the toilet bowl, a large amount of turbulence is generated, leading to the formation of vortices. These vortices continue upwards past the bowl and into the air, accelerating droplets of fecal matter to speeds of up to five metres per second.​

"The simulation results are alarming in that a massive upward transport of virus particles is observed," reports the study. "In addition, 40%–60% of particles reached above the toilet seat, leading to large-scale virus spread."

The investigators recommended that people close toilet lids when they flush and practice good hygiene, such as thoroughly washing their hands and cleaning the toilet seat before use.

With lockdown measures easing in some countries, people are now returning to the office and other public spaces such as shops and parks.

However, public and work toilets could still pose a risk for spreading Covid-19, particularly in facilities with no toilet lid to put down.

The study authors note: "Blocking the path of fecal-oral transmission, which occurs commonly in toilet usage, is of fundamental importance in suppressing the spread of viruses. However, to date, efforts at improving sanitary safety in toilet use have been insufficient."

The study authors also recommend manufacturers start rethinking toilet designs to help minimize the spread of other viruses and bacteria when they flush.
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Could Negative Thinking Be Linked To Alzheimer’s Disease? (Forbes.com, June 2020)

6/15/2020

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According to new research, repetitive negative thinking might be associated with cognitive decline, though the nature of the association is still unclear.

Researchers from University College London looked at 292 people aged 55 and above. They were assessed on their cognitive function, including memory, attention, spatial skills and language.

Of these participants, 113 agreed to have their brain scanned, allowing the team to measure deposits of tau and amyloid proteins - biological markers for Alzheimer's disease (AD).

Across a period of two years, the participants were then asked about how they usually think about negative experiences, including how they thought about the past (rumination) and their worries about the future.

The researchers found that those who engaged in higher RNT patterns experienced a greater cognitive decline over a four-year period. High rumination and worry was also linked to worse cognitive performance and episodic memory. Not only that, they also discovered a greater buildup of amyloid and tau deposits in their brains - and the greater the buildup, the worse the cognitive decline.

Study lead author Dr Marchant hypothesized in 2015 that negative thinking could be an 'active ingredient' in the development of mental health conditions such as dementia and AD. She dubbed her theory 'Cognitive Debt'.

"People experiencing mental ill health frequently engage in a style of thinking called RNT," she explains. "This style of thinking involves the tendency to have negative thoughts about the future or about the past, and these thoughts can feel uncontrollable."

"These findings do suggest that repetitive negative thinking could one reason why depression and anxiety are associated with AD risk – which is in line with my “Cognitive Debt” hypothesis."

Despite the noted association between RNT and AD, Dr Marchant says they are yet to prove a clear cause and effect relationship. In fact, the opposite might hold true.

"People who experience a decline in their condition may become more concerned or worried about their health – leading to RNT. Or, amyloid or tau could have accumulated in the brain, disrupted its circuitry, making it more difficult to disengage from negative thoughts. At this point we are unable to know which came first."

The researchers conclude that future studies are needed to conclude if these thinking patterns pose a heightened risk of dementia. And if this is the case, people can look at RNT-reducing techniques such as cognitive behavior therapy or mindfulness to help lower their risk of these debilitating neurological conditions.

The study is published in the journal Alzheimer's & Dementia.
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Cruise control (Epilepsy Today, June 2020)

5/4/2020

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An act of senseless violence led to Phil developing epilepsy. Then, he decided to devote his life to researching the condition. 

Phil Haydon remembers the day that changed his life forever. For many, it was a sunny day in 1972, in the south of England. For Phil, who was 15 at the time, it was the last day of school before the holidays, and the exciting start of weeks of freedom.

He and a friend were cycling home, when he suddenly felt a heavy thud on the left side of his forehead. 
“I didn’t realise at the time,” says Phil. “A drunken teenager with a grudge had thrown a house brick at my friend, but his poor aim meant I was the victim. The blow caused me to veer across the road. Blood streamed down my face, so much that I couldn’t see out of my left eye.”

As the pair weren’t far from school, they decided to backtrack there, rather than go home. Phil thought he’d just suffered a bad cut. But on arrival, the school secretary’s face told a different story. “Her face turned white and she almost fainted at the sight of me.

Before Phil knew it, he was rushed to hospital in an ambulance where his parents were waiting. Yet the local infirmary didn’t have the facilities needed, so he diverted to Radcliffe Infirmary in Oxford and underwent emergency surgery. 

Doctors had to remove a shard of brick lodged in his forehead. It was here that Phil found out how serious his injury was. 

“It wasn’t just a bad cut. The impact of the brick on my head was sufficiently violent to crush part of my skull. A surgeon had to remove a two-inch diameter piece of my skull behind the forehead.”

That first week after the accident was a blur for Phil. After arriving at the hospital, he started having multiple tonic-clonic seizures. He spent another week in hospital, after which he was discharged with prescribed epilepsy medicines phenobarbitone and phenytoin. 

“I didn’t realise the magnitude of what had happened to me nor did I understand the potential long-term consequences. Perhaps this was lucky, as it meant I was not holding back from moving forward. 

Phil spent the rest of the summer recovering, and when he went back to school, he found it a struggle. It was difficult to concentrate and he frequently felt dizzy. But his parents were adamant that he attended every day and told him to do his best. Phil later discovered that his dad told his teachers not to go easy on him, and to treat him like any other student. His dad was concerned about Phil using his condition as an excuse not to try.

“This was tough love, and not something I’m certain I could do, but for me it was effective. Despite my hard work however, I still failed half of my O-Level classes. But I scored well enough in my A-Levels to be accepted into The University of Leeds in 1976.”

It was Phil’s personal experience with seizures that inspired him to study a subject that could reveal more about the mysteries of the human brain. “Just before a seizure, I would get an aura. It feels like the beginning of a seizure, but you’re still conscious, and then your brain suddenly takes over. I remember thinking, ‘Oh my goodness, I think I have control, but I do not’. The brain is just allowing me to think I have voluntary control.

“To this day, over 40 years later, I still remember the auras that came with my seizures. I started to ask, how does one have a seizure? What happens to the neurons and the networks in the brain?”

Phil became fascinated to know more, to help him gain a better understanding of what was happening to himself. He chose to study physiology, and then began to specialise in neuroscience as soon as he could. This led to him researching various neurological conditions, such as Alzheimer’s, depression and epilepsy.

His first two years at university were a struggle, he admits. “I don’t do well remembering facts and when combined with being a bit of a rascal when I was younger, I didn’t perform too well in my exams in those years.”

However, in his third year Phil found his calling: his classes were almost exclusively focused on practical lab research. “It was logical thinking and practical work, and that’s where I really caught fire in terms of what I wanted to do.” 

Following this, Phil wanted to pursue his education towards a doctorate but hit a stumbling block. “My professors at Leeds dissuaded me from pursuing a PhD, saying that my grades weren’t good enough. I argued with them, then offered to pay my own way, using funds I’d gotten as compensation for my injury. The reality was I only had enough funding to support myself for one term.”

However, Phil’s motivation and passion for his field meant he wasn’t about to give up. He applied anyway. “When I want to do something, I try not to let obstacles get in my way. I had no idea how I would pay for the second term, but I thought if I let that get in the way I would never succeed.”

Phil also managed to land a weekend job as an ECG technician in the local hospital to help fund his studies. Then one day, the chair of his department encouraged him to apply for the Emma and Leslie Reid Fellowship for post-doctoral studies. Phil thought this was a little unusual, applying for a post-doctoral fund, despite not being a post-doctoral student, but went for it anyway. When he heard back, it was bad news, or so he thought. 

“I was told I interviewed well but couldn’t be awarded a fellowship since I wasn’t a post-doctoral student. I had a sinking feeling – I thought it was all over and that I would need to go to back to my hometown to find a job. But in the next sentence, the panel told me they would be granting me the first annual Emma and Leslie Reid scholarship for graduate studies. What an emotional swing in just a few sentences!”

Phil was over the moon. He had landed a scholarship that paid for his entire three years of PhD study. “Words cannot describe the feeling. They believed in me and now the only obstacle to my getting a PhD was whether I was creative enough to perform the science. It was remarkable.”

Phil initially studied synapses, the gaps at the end of neurons that allow signals to pass between one another. Then, a chance encounter led them to examine glial cells, which are cells that provide vital support for the neurons in the brain. Phil and his team discovered astrocytes, a type of glial cell, could also release chemical transmitters. 

“This was one of the observations that we had to follow up on since it was so novel. We published the first paper on this in 1994 and since then it has been our focus. We have been able to identify more roles of astrocytes. We looked at how they control synapses, regulate sleep and wakefulness, and how they contribute to epilepsy, among other conditions of the nervous system.”

Phil went on to complete his PhD in physiology and undertake his post-doctorate training at the University of Iowa in the United States. “I was attracted to neuroscience because there was a certain degree of being able to relate to it.”

Phil studied fundamental neuroscience for several years and while working as a Professor at the University of Pennsylvania School of Medicine, he collaborated with Professor Doug Coulter. He was an expert in epilepsy, and together with him, Phil was able to focus some of his work into this area.

“It’s been so rewarding to identify potential mechanisms underlying epilepsy. When I moved to Tufts University to be the Annetta and Gustav Grisard Professor and Chair of neuroscience, I was fortunate to be able to hire several new colleagues. One of the areas that I emphasised research was in epilepsy. I hope that by doing so I have been able to help the community and to accelerate research in this area.”

Today, Phil has been seizure-free for more than 40 years thanks to his epilepsy being medically controlled. However, he finds discussing his auras difficult. “If I’m asked, I describe them but generally stop before finishing. Even the thought of auras is so vivid and realistic that I need to stop, as I’m concerned it might trigger a seizure.
When he’s not conducting research in neurology, Phil dedicates his life pursuing another passion: sailing. Before his injury, Phil was a competitive white-water kayaker, which he then had to give up on due to his condition.
“That got pushed aside as I went to college and had a family. As my kids started to leave home for college it was time to find a hobby that I was passionate about. Being on the water was what I loved. Kayaking, I can’t do that – it’d be too dangerous. So, I decided to give sailing a shot. In 2007 I took classes on the Delaware River. And then I got hooked.”

While Phil was living in Boston, he bought a boat in 2009 that he named Prairie Gold and has sailed on it for around 18,000 nautical miles. Then, in 2015 Phil decided to take it up competitively, entering a 2015 New Year’s Day race.

“I was immediately bitten by the racing bug and that summer went to compete in more events further afield.”
Phil now sails on a Quest 33S named Cepheus, a 33-foot sailboat. “She is quite amazing to sail. With just a little wind she picks up and gets moving. There aren’t many creature comforts on her but feeling her move through the water is quite thrilling.”

Despite Phil being seizure-free, he still has to be careful with his epilepsy when he’s on the water. “With any medical condition you have to put boundary conditions on what’s reasonable. So, for example, sleep deprivation can be a trigger for seizures in some people.” 

So before Phil went offshore sailing, he practised sleep deprivation at home. He took an hour’s nap at night, woke for an hour, slept for an hour, then woke for another hour. He’d do that for several days to discover how his body would react, within the relatively safety of being at home. 

Luckily for Phil, his seizures never emerged, and he was comfortable with doing longer trips and races.

“Another concern is taking medications on time. I have a logbook where I document the boat and my medications. If I’m sailing for several days, I can get fatigued. This logbook helps make sure I don’t forget to take my medicines. I also have an app on my phone to measure my reaction time, which can highlight how tired I am. I calculate this in advance and use it as a method to let me know when I should take a nap.”

As well as this, Phil makes use of safeguards that are recommended for any sailor out on the water:
  • Being attached by a tether to the boat
  • Using a satellite tracker so people can monitor his journey
  • Having regular check-ins with satellite phone calls and emails
  • Filing a plan with crew onshore, so they understand the journey and can see if there are any changes in his route. In 2019 Phil had a problem with his boat that caused an alteration to his route. Thankfully with his safety measures, his crew knew he was fine

Phil also knows that sailing can be a dangerous experience, especially alone. To prepare, he hits the gym several times a week with a trainer, to gain strength and endurance. Funnily enough, he also practises napping, which is essential to staying alert and able when sailing. “This is very important, as it allows me to very quickly take a 20-minute invigorating nap.” Phil also attends safety seminars and medical training, including learning how to self-treat if he ever needed.

Phil has since sailed as far north as Maine to destinations as far south as New York, Bermuda and the Caribbean. Along the way, he’s learned how to deal with some challenging situations. In 2019, during a solo race to Bermuda, Phil’s boat hit some turbulent conditions. He had a problem with one of the boat systems and needed to fetch some tools from below deck. The next thing he knew, a wave slammed into the hull, throwing him across the boat. Phil landed on a piece of wood and suspected that he’d broken some ribs.

“I decided for safety that I should turn around. I activated my safety measures and the shore crew were told I would be coming back. The voyage home took two days. The hardest part was getting the sails down so that I could dock. I was alone and had to do this with one arm – the other was tightly held against my rib cage. I have learned through experiences that it is quite incredible what a motivated mind and body can do and overcome.”

Despite this scary encounter, Phil has learned not to hold back. He says that sailing has unlocked a real passion in him. “When you’re on a boat, you’re the skipper. You forget about everything at work and what’s going on with your health. You just have to focus on sailing, making sure you’re safe. Then, with time, I learned to love the sound of the water just rushing by the boat and trimming the sails just to get that extra little bit of speed.

“And, there are the stars. There’s an incredibly starry night, and you’re just at one with the environment, your boat and your mind. I can’t fully describe the sensation. It’s just amazing. You’re looking after the boat; you’re checking for issues. Then, you’re looking at the Milky Way stream across the sky like you’ve never seen before in your life. And then you have time for your thoughts.”

Phil is now preparing for the challenge of a lifetime in 2021: a three-year voyage that will take him around the world. And he’s doing it in aid of a condition he developed that fateful day, and what motivated him to devote a lifetime of research towards: epilepsy.

“Our Sail for Epilepsy mission is to inspire people with epilepsy to take one more step towards achieving a fuller life. Our three-year circumnavigation will inspire people with epilepsy, raise funds to support research into the causes of intractable epilepsy and to raise awareness about epilepsy.”

During the team’s voyage, Phil plans to disembark at stages to meet with epilepsy communities around the world. These destinations include Bermuda, Panama, Tahiti, Sydney, Bali, Madagascar, Cape Town, Rio de Janeiro and the Caribbean, before returning home to Boston.

The Sail for Epilepsy endeavour will also post photos, videos and blogs as they travel around the world. People will be able to track Phil’s ship via the Sail for Epilepsy website, and they plan to have live interactions with people living with epilepsy. For those who want to follow their voyage, there will be a weekly email newsletter available as well as regular posts to social media.

Like the scientist within him, Phil is being readily prepared for his voyage. “I will monitor and analyse my sleep patterns, stress levels and any medical challenges I face while sailing. Our hope is that this voyage will inspire epilepsy patients, their families, and their caregivers to ask themselves, are you able to do something to improve your quality of life? Can you take one extra step to do something you haven’t done before, with the necessary guardrails in place?

“We want those affected by epilepsy to join us on this journey and are planning an online community to share inspirational stories of taking one more step towards a fuller life.”

Despite Phil’s impressive research profile within epilepsy, he wanted to give even more. “I want to give back to the community. Can you imagine if one person got inspired and it changed their life? What if one person learns that epilepsy doesn’t have to be awful and they told their family and friends? I think big things can come from little steps.”

A proportion of all the funds donated will go towards the partners of Sail for Epilepsy: Epilepsy Foundation New England, and Tufts University School of Medicine. Then, at the end of the five-year program all assets will be sold, and all funds will also be donated towards them.

Funds going to Tufts will be used for research into the basic causes of epilepsy. “From this work, the goal is to identify new causes for epilepsy. This will set the stage for discovery of the next medicines designed for those patients who are currently treatment-resistant.”

With the Epilepsy Foundation New England, Phil plans to help support people and families with epilepsy. “We’ll also contribute to their camps that allow patients to enter programmes, including sailing camps! These programmes resonate with our ambition of inspiring people to take an extra step and to try to accomplish new goals.”

For more information on Phil’s voyage, visit sailforepilepsy.org
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Step by step (Epilepsy Today, March 2020)

2/20/2020

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Briar Nolet found a passion and a career in dance. But it all hung in the balance when her seizures began. She speaks exclusively with Epilepsy Today about her journey.

Briar Nolet is standing on the stage alone, poised and ready. She’s about to perform on World of Dance, a competitive dance TV show based in the US that’s watched by millions. The lights fade to black, and the cheers of hundreds of audience members quieten to a whisper.
 
Golden spotlights illuminate her as the Canadian suddenly erupts into an energetic dance routine to the beat of Celine Dion’s Out of Ashes. Her emotional performance wows the audience as she tumbles and pirouettes through the air seamlessly and effortlessly. Each spirited flip and trick makes the crowd go wild with louder and louder cheers and applause.
 
It’s a routine that’s not just technically excellent, but also packed with raw emotion, as Briar reveals her dance was inspired by five years of living with epilepsy. The 21-year-old trained in competitive gymnastics from an early age, having been inspired by her father, a former Olympic gymnast.
 
However, Briar started having back problems after just a few years and was encouraged by her dad to try other sports. She decided that dance would become her new pursuit, and began lessons when she was seven years old.
 
“Since I can remember dance has been the biggest part of my life,” she said. “I would practice from 2pm until 10pm at night. I lived for those days, dancing and learning new tricks and challenging myself, it was the best.”
 
She discovered she had a natural talent for dance – being able to learn the routines quickly became like second nature to her. Dancing was also an escape to refresh and reset her mind.
 
“It takes me away, balances me and puts me in this amazing state of mind.” Briar knew she had found her calling.
 
However, at the age of 16, she started showing symptoms of epilepsy, which began plaguing her recitals. At a dance convention during a class, she started having jerks, making her forget specific moves or lose her timing.
 
“In the middle of it I would almost trip out, like a having a blackout without the black. I would laugh it off and keep going – I knew something was weird, but I didn’t think anything of it.”
 
Briar’s symptoms often meant she couldn’t learn her dance routines as quickly as she once did, which puzzled both her teachers and her parents. Then one day, she found herself running late for a hip-hop class. She snuck to the back of the room to try and catch up, where the blanks returned once again, and Briar struggled to focus on the instructor.
 
During the group routine, she suddenly forgot all her choreography and her mind went into a blur. She was having her first tonic-clonic seizure.
 
“My right hand started to shake, and I fell to the floor – I think I passed out for about 10 seconds.”
 
Briar woke up on the dance studio floor, surrounded by her worried teacher and fellow students. She was taken to the hospital and was referred to a paediatric neurologist. She had tests done but everything came back clear – she was told she had a suspected concussion.
 
After this, the seizures kept coming back and she was having them every couple of months.
 
“They were triggered while was learning choreography – I never had a seizure outside a dance studio.”
 
This was a challenging experience for Briar, who didn’t want to give up dancing because of her seizures. She danced for up to 40 hours a week, so it was a huge part of her life.
 
She’d also recently been given a starring role on Canadian teen TV series The Next Step, which is broadcast in the UK on CBBC. It follows the life and times of a dance group as they compete in dance tournaments and deal with drama on and off the stage. But with her seizures, her career as a dancer and actress was potentially in jeopardy.
 
“It was hard for me because I love to push through things. I’d thought maybe it was some kind of anxiety that was causing the seizures, because it was only happening at the dance studio. So I was thinking it was something that I could eventually control.”
 
Her reluctance to take a break from dance was tough on her family.
 
“It was frustrating to see how much of a toll it took on them. My mum had still never seen me have a seizure, and she was confused as to why they kept happening. My family just wanted me to stop dancing to figure it out. But I was saying no, I’ll keep going at my own pace.”
 
Briar later started seeing a psychologist to see if her dancing really did bring on stress and anxiety. But she recognised something was still off, as she knew she wasn’t one to get stressed, let alone be stressed enough to have a seizure.
 
She decided to keep dancing, and the seizures worsened over time, getting longer and occurring more frequently. “They used to appear when I was learning quick dance styles, then they crept in when I was learning contemporary dance, which is a lot slower.”
 
The seizures also started to affect her education, as the jerks would appear if she typed or wrote quickly. When she was 18, Briar was referred to another neurologist in Toronto who gave her an EEG test. Again, the test revealed nothing.
 
The specialist then arranged for her to have a three-day EEG test at home, which finally revealed a diagnosis of epilepsy. It was a relief for Briar, who was finally starting to get answers. She also had a big choice to make – what medication to go on.
 
She also decided to take a break from dancing for three months to give her body the rest it needed. After then, it was time to go back to the studio and face the music. As dance was the one activity that triggered her seizures, Briar knew she had to find out if the drugs were working.
 
“I started back slowly, getting back into doing slower routines and making sure I was okay, then building from there to faster hip hop dances. From then on I got more comfortable as I knew I wasn’t having any of the blackouts.” The medicine was doing its job, and Briar was delighted to be able to keep her dancing shoes on.
 
Her journey with epilepsy was something she wanted to draw from for her emotional routine for World of Dance. She’d entered the competition a year after becoming seizure-free.
 
“Going on to the show I knew I wanted to do a dance about epilepsy, but wanted to wait for the perfect song, which I found after I got through the first round.”
Before her routine, she reflected on how far she’d come – the jerks, the blanks, the tonic-clonic seizures, all in the dance studio. And as a dancer, she would usually focus on perfecting her moves at a technical level. For this performance, she let go and danced for herself. This time, nothing was holding her back.
 
“That dance was the first time I really dug deep and expressed a story that meant something really special to me.”
 
Briar has now been seizure-free for two years. Thanks to her performance and her speaking about her epilepsy, her condition has opened her eyes to those living with epilepsy.
 
“I get lots of great feedback and messages all the time from people with epilepsy, asking for advice or sharing their story with me. I love reading about them because I obviously wasn’t familiar with the epilepsy community before any of this happened. Now one of the most important things for me is to stay involved and do what I can.”
 
For Briar, she counts herself among the lucky ones, being able to come back to do the thing she loves and forge a career with it.
 
“I’ve always been grateful for dance, but I feel like when you go through something so traumatic it definitely makes you even more grateful for it. Being able to dance again was all I ever asked for when I was going through it all. I never take it for granted, as I know of a lot of people with epilepsy can’t find the medication that works for them.”
 
Briar has recently completed a global dance tour with The Next Step cast. She spoke about her love of dancing on stage and being able to see the reaction of fans.
 
“It’s incredible. It’s pretty crazy looking out into the audience, hearing so many voices and seeing so many people. I get so much adrenaline and want to give them the best show possible because that’s what they deserve. It’s a crazy feeling.”
 
Touring around the world took her thousands of miles from home. But Briar found she had another family she could count on to look out for her – her Next Step cast mates.
 
“They’ve been more than I could ever ask – my parents trust them so they know I’m in good hands. Jordan Clark, who plays Giselle, was there for six of my seizures and she knows exactly what to do, how to calm me down and was there when I woke up.”
 
Reflecting on her own experiences with epilepsy, Briar hinted that she would have probably done things differently looking back.
 
“In my case, it was hard because I wanted to dance all the time.”
Lastly, she shares a message for those going through what she has.
 
“Obviously your health is first, so stay safe if you know what’s triggering your seizures. Taking a step back for a second is only going to drive you forward, rather than pushing yourself too hard and having to take five steps back later. Have hope, believe in yourself and know that everything’s going to be okay.”

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